Away
by B.A. Wolfe
SYNOPSIS:
What good is running AWAY when you only end up lost?
Cassandra Pierce had her whole "perfect" life planned out by her parents. One night of pure weakness and lust has her running away from it all and seeking refuge in Alamosa with her best friend. But it seems life has other plans for her when she finds herself lost in the small town of Keaton.
Jason Bradley is a charming country guy. He lives a simple life that’s nothing like what Cassandra is used to. A single moment in life changed everything he thought he once knew, leaving him with a broken heart and an unplanned future.
What happens in Keaton is nothing Cassandra or her heart could have ever prepared for. The instant connection she shares with Jason is no secret, but what they're keeping hidden from one another is. Will these two be able to find a way to trust each other or will their secrets tear them apart?
REVIEW
~I was given this book in exchange for an honest review!~ Now with that said this book was OUSTANDING! B.A. took me on an emotional rollercoaster ride. This book touched my heart, I mean I was drawn into the store. I got mad if someone interrupted me while I was reading. I cried so hard and I'd still read it again! If you want to read an OUTSTANDING but emotional love story? This is the book for you!
EXCERPT:
It was hard to sleep; I was tossing and turning more than ever before. The butterflies in my stomach were in full force as I recollected about each kiss Jason gave me; on my lips and on my bare skin. My thoughts were interrupted as I heard the beeping on my phone. I saw the light illuminating my room as I reached over to grab it; it was a text from Jason. I was suddenly extremely grateful I let him plug his number into my phone after we left the garage earlier today.
Are you asleep yet?
How could I be sleeping? His lips just rocked my world; my heart was racing too much to be sleeping.
Not a chance.
Me either.
I put my phone down and got out of bed. I didn't know what else to do so I let my body decide. It would have argued with my brain either way. I let my infectious craving for his lips guide me downstairs to his room as I quietly crept to his door.
I took a deep breath and tapped on his door. He swung it open immediately as if he knew I was on the other side. The room was dimly lit, but I could see just enough. He was standing there in nothing but boxers; I couldn't help but look him up and down from head to toe. His mouth was open and his breathing was heavy as his chest rose and fell quickly, matching mine. It didn't take long for the hunger inside to take over. He stepped forward and grabbed a hold of me, pulling me close to him as he took us over to his bed. I didn't know where we were going to take this tonight, and quite frankly, I just didn't care; all I knew was I needed to be with him. It could have been Jase, it could have been my hormones, but every part of me was craving his touch. I got a taste and I needed more.
“Cassie,” he whispered.
“Shhh,” I whispered back. I put my finger over his mouth. I didn't want to hear what he was going to say, we had done enough talking for the night.
I stepped up closer to him, raising myself on my tippy toes so I was closer to his lips as I pressed mine hard against his. I heard a small moan escape him as he tangled his hands in my loose hair, pulling us onto the bed.
We fell onto the bed and I positioned myself with my back against it as Jason hovered over me, his arms on either side. I took my hands, placed them on his scruffy face, and pulled him closer to me. Somewhere between being pulled onto the bed and Jason hovering over me, our lips had lost each other; this was not going to work for me. I didn't even have to pull hard as his lips curled up and lowered down to my face. “I've never seen you like this Sweetheart,” he whispered into my ear as he nibbled on it.
I was sure a soft moan escaped my lips as he took my ear into his mouth. “I've been holding it in,” I told him.
“I can tell,” he said quietly before running his lips down my neck then into the curve of my shoulder. It was making me shiver from my neck all the way down to the aching spot between my legs. He was trailing his way down my neck when I suddenly realized I needed to take off what was keeping him from continuing further down.
“Wait,” I breathed out. Jason lifted his lips from my skin as I wiggled my arms enough to slip off the cami I was wearing, throwing it to the side of the bed. He closed his eyes and let out a deep breath.
“Damn Cassie, you are going to be the death of me.” He opened his eyes back up, piercing them into mine. I needed more.
“Please keep going,” I begged him.
“You don’t have to beg, but it's so damn sexy when you do,” he said softly as he brought his lips back to my skin, taking his time as he moved further down to my bare chest. He slowly grazed his lips across each breast before making his way down, trailing kisses until he got to the top of my yoga pants. He was driving me wild; I was having a hard time not ripping all my clothes off. This was not normal for me, but I loved every moment of it. He was bringing out a side of me that hadn't existed before, and I hoped it didn't go away.
I grabbed his upper arms and rolled us over so I was on top of him. I could feel that this was just as good for him as it was for me, as his excitement was sitting between my legs.
“Enjoying yourself?” I asked in the sexiest voice I could find.
“You have no idea. Now get down here,” he said as he pulled me down to his lips, biting down on my lower one before smiling and finally pressing our lips together again. Kissing him was what I always imagined it should feel like. Not wanting our lips to ever be apart because they felt too good pressed together. I knew deep down kissing had to be that amazing or people wouldn’t be so passionate about it. I completely understood it now and I could finally say the feeling happened to me. Jason, he made it happen, he was the spark that lit my lips on fire. I couldn’t help but go insane inside as his lips continued to kiss me like his life depended on it. I slowly released my lips from his and began placing kisses on his chin, running them all the way down from his chest to the very top of his boxers. I slowly raised myself up and loved seeing the satisfied grin plastered on his face. I put my hands on his shoulders and caressed them all the way down, feeling his chest form goose bumps as I did. I took my index finger and traced a line along the top of his boxers, making a soft moan rumble through him. I lowered myself back down on top of him; his hands grabbing my back as our bare chests collided together. I leaned my mouth close to his ear, whispering into it. “I know you green light this.”
That must have sparked something in him because I heard a growl escape his throat as he rolled us back so he was now hovering over me once again.
“Just so you know, I'm not this guy. I'm not normally the guy who has a hard time controlling himself. You seriously have me going crazy right now,” he said with a heavy breath
“Just so you know. I like it.”
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B.A. Wolfe is a girl with a passion for reading and writing, and lives in the good ol’ state of Colorado with her husband (her biggest cheerleader), and her two crazy min pin fur babies. These days, her life is anything but calm, and there isn't one thing she’d want to change. B.A. spends all her free time either furiously typing stories on her laptop or happily reading through her endless TBR on her Kindle. Her list of favorites would be long enough to fill a book, but most would likely fall under the romance category. She is a sucker for a good love story that makes her cry, and an amazing book boyfriend who will melt her heart. ‘Away’ is B.A. Wolfe’s debut novel.
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PLAYLIST
Cowboy Take Me Away – Dixie Chicks
Wanted – Hunter Hays
If I Didn’t Have You – Thompson Square
Crash into Me – Dave Mathews Band
Sure Be Cool If You Did – Blake Shelton
Runnin Outta Moonlight – Randy Houser
Don’t You Wanna Stay – Jason Aldean
Collide – Howie Day
Fix You – Coldplay
Wherever you will go – Lifehouse
Over You – Miranda Lambert
GIVEAWAY:
JASE POV – BAR SCENE
I shook my head
and took another sip of water.
“Hey there. This
seat taken?”
I didn’t even have
to look at her to know who the voice belonged to. The sweet sound made
everything inside of me melt. “For a girl like you? It’s never taken,” I told her as I finally
realized what Moose was up to.
She smiled back,
but this time, she didn’t take her eyes off of me. I knew the feeling all too
well. I didn’t ever want to stop staring at her. She looked away and began
fidgeting with her glass. The contents were clear and only confirmed what I
thought I knew.
“What are you
thinking about over there Cassie?” She swiveled her stool in my direction and I
couldn’t help but watch her cheeks flush. It was the perfect shade of red on
her. Jase, get a grip man.
“Nothing,” she
replied.
The look in her
eyes said otherwise. “I can tell you’re lying.”
“Fine, you seem
sad, Jase,” she said.
How could she
tell? How did she know? Was I not hiding my feelings or past good enough? I
gazed down at the floor as I held my glass tight in my hands.
“You can talk to
me,” she said, placing her hand on my knee. My skin blazed with heat under her
touch. It was all I could do to keep from screaming out to her what was wrong.
She had too much going on in her life to have to deal with my problems too. I
was stuck. I couldn’t tell her the truth. She wouldn’t accept it and then it
would just be heartbreak. At least at this point, we weren’t anything but
friends. I wanted more. I couldn’t deny that part of my heart that was
internally punching me for not making a move already. It wouldn’t be fair to
her though.
A sudden coldness
lingered over my knee. Her hand was back up on the bar. I missed her touch. I
needed to touch her. We had to dance.
I hopped off the
bar stool and stood behind her gorgeously dressed body. It was all I could do
not to put my lips on her bare shoulder as I inched my mouth closer to her ear.
“You can talk to
me too you know,” I whispered.
I moved her stool
around so she was now in between my legs. “Let’s dance pretty girl,” I said.
A smile tugged on
her lips. Her hand was still in mine as I started to walk away, except she
didn’t budge.
I looked back; her
eyes were double their normal size. “There’s a slight problem,” she said,
quietly.
I moved in closer,
put my hands on her knees, and leaned my ear by her mouth. She smelled so good.
Jase, man you have got to stop. Focus.
“I don’t know how to dance country,” she
confessed.
What? I moved back
and started laughing, uncontrollably. That was what her problem was? It was
adorable and innocent and in turn, only made my feelings for her that much
stronger. Why couldn’t it have been that she had to go the restroom or
something awkward like that?
The flesh of her
palm suddenly covered my mouth and instantly stopped my laugh. My stomach
knotted. It took all of the control I had in me not to press a kiss to the
inside of her hand that so roughly covered my lips.
“Stop laughing,
this is serious,” she said. Yes, it is
serious; seriously cute.
I reluctantly took
her hand off my mouth. “I’ll lead, you just follow. You’ll be okay. Just go
with it, Cassie,” I told her. This time I made sure she came with me as I
pulled her off the chair similar to a parent helping a child off.
The song that
played through the speakers was perfect. I didn’t even plan it, but it worked
out to my benefit. I really hoped she recognized it, but I wasn’t positive she
would. I didn’t know if she was feeling the same pull I was and if our moment
in the street was one that would stay with her, like it did me.
I took her hand in
mine and placed her other behind my back. I pressed our bodies together as I
wrapped my other hand around her lower back. I made sure there was no space
between us, not even room to breathe. The song had me wanting her badly, and
getting her as close as possible was all I could think about.
“Don’t be scared,
just like we practiced in the street,” I said. Her eyes gazed into mine as if
they were seeing them for the first time.
My mission at
first was to get her to let loose and have fun tonight, but now, all I wanted
to do was recreate the moment in the street. This was far surpassing that
though.
I took control and
did as I told her I would. I led and swayed us, keeping it smooth and slow,
just like the song. Our eyes hadn’t stopped staring into one another since we
stepped onto the dance floor, and every ounce of me wanted our skin to touch.
The music kept us moving as I slowly rested my check against hers. The heat of
her skin immediately radiated onto mine. It traveled down to my torso and only
continued further. This girl had me flushed from head to toe. Her body suddenly
relaxed into mine as my hand held onto her. It was that moment that I knew I
had her; I had all of her, mind and body. And it was then that my voice box let
loose and started humming along with the song.
Her body tensed in
my arms and a second later her warm soft cheek slid away from me. Her eyes
peered into mine as she searched them. I continued to hum as the wheels in her
head seemed to turn. I know you know this
song, Sweetheart. Come on. I know you do.
“This is the song
you were humming in the street isn’t it?” she asked, her lips smirking.
God yes. She knew it. It came to her. My
lips grew into a smile that was larger than life. I pressed our bodies back
together and finally without having her eyes to distract me, I moved my lips by
her ear.
“It’s called Wanted by Hunter Hayes,” I whispered
gently.
Feeling her body
mold next to me as I held her, I thought to myself how nothing could ever
explain how badly I wanted this girl.
Her hands moved
and delicately cupped behind my neck. Feeling her latch onto me was enough to
make my brain fog over and my knees want to collapse. I did everything I could
to contain myself as I locked both of my hands behind her back. We were a chain
link; nothing could break us apart now. Our cheeks were no longer side by side,
as our eyes were now peering softly into each other. Her eyes. Those damn eyes
could kill a man. The soft hazel color could get you lost if you stared into
them long enough. They swirled green and brown and became lighter the happier
she was. They were like a drug as they caught your attention and didn’t let go.
They pulled me in and I’d be lying if I said I tried to stop it. Her whole face
was drawing me in like a gravitational pull. Those eyes, those flushed red
cheeks, and those pink lips. They took me in and pulled me so close I could
feel her warm breath hitting my lips. We weren’t inches apart or even
centimeters. We were mere millimeters, a breath and one second apart.
As the song winded
down my heartbeat only grew louder. It was the only thing my ears were hearing.
Boom. Boom. Boom. It accelerated faster as I moved and passed our millimeter
mark. One last breath and one more second my lips would be on hers. The rights,
the wrongs, and every reason why I shouldn’t kiss this phenomenal girl in front
of me silenced as my breath hitched and now we were only one second from
kissing.
Her eyes seared
into me, her body was snug against mine and her lips were within reach. They
were almost grazing, and then it happened. We stopped moving toward each other
and gravity now yanked us apart. The song changed, the mood altered, and the
crowd around us went chaotic. Our moment was gone, vanished. Only one second
away from our lips connecting and one second was all it took to steal it away.
Was it a sign? I
knew I was playing with fire, but maybe it was bigger than a matchstick flame
and more like a bonfire. I almost kissed this fantastic girl. What was I
thinking? I couldn’t have her. She wasn’t mine to take. She would kill me if
she knew the secret I was withholding from her while I stood there, trying to
kiss her and make her mine. I was more than sure this was a sign and I was even
more positive it was needed.
“My turn next,”
Moose shouted as he grabbed her hand. The very one that was just around my
neck.
The stinging pain
behind my eyes threatened as I watched her face. It had lost its luster as we
both stared. Was she thinking the same thing as I was? Were the wheels turning
in her mind about the coincidence of the moment we lost? The first moment I
reluctantly stopped and then this one that was cut short for us? I tried to
smile for her but I’d be lying if I said it was easy.
Kasey grabbed my
hand and led me off in another direction, far away from the only person I
wanted to be next to. I lost sight of Cassie as we got closer to the edge of
the dance floor, away from the crowd. We were dancing, but it was weak and the
allure of having fun on a dance floor vanished the minute my hands left Cassie.
The look in
Kasey’s eyes snapped me out of my thoughts. “Why are you looking at me like
that?” I asked.
“What was all that
about?”
I popped a brow
and looked at her like I didn’t have a clue what she was asking.
“With Cassandra.
Stop playing dumb. I know you better than you think.”
I felt the tension
in my shoulders relax as I let out a breath. She knew me well. Too well.
Growing up together didn’t help the fact that she already knew the things going
on in my life and the blank emotions I wore on my face to hide my feelings.
“I don’t know what
to do Kasey.”
A smile surfaced
on her face like she knew something. “Make a move you pansy ass. She likes you.
A whole helluva lot. I had to get the scoop out of her too.”
“What did she tell
you?” I asked her, sounding way too eager for a guy that’s twenty two.
“I’ve already told
you enough. She likes you, you like her. Make your move already.”
“I don’t think
it’s a go-.” She hovered her hand over my mouth and stopped what she knew was
going to come out of it; the reasons why I should not make a move.
“Just go with it
Jason. I see the way you look at her. Even when you brought her over for dinner
at Maggie’s,” she said as her eyes went soft. “What is it you always say? Let
the-the-“
Damn her and her
smarts. “Chips fall where they may,” I reminded her.
“That’s it. Let
them fall where they may. Make a move and let the rest work itself out.”
“We’ll see. I
can’t promise anything, but I appreciate the subtle nudge.” I laughed.
“You deserve to be
happy too, Jason,” she said. Her eyes went from determined to soft as she gave
me a knowing smile.
She was right. I
needed to follow my own damn advice. Tonight I’d let the chips fall and not
look back.
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